Yan Poyue begged Li Xiang not to suspend his training, as long as he did not stop training, it would be fine! But the result was still unsatisfactory. Not only was Yan Poyue suspended from training, but the rest of the dormitory also left, only Xiao Yunjie was left. Xiao Yunjie left him dinner, and while comforting him, he said that he was clean, out of sight and out of mind. Yan Poyue had no appetite, so he asked Xiao Yunjie that he must be fine, right? He also told himself so in his heart. Li Xiang announced the list of candidates for the special operations, Zhang Tianyang, Xiao Yunjie, Zhou Zijian, and Gao Zhun, but not Yan Poyue. Yan Poyue couldn't hold back his emotions at the time, and made a report to ask why he didn't have him. Chen Mintao took him to the office, Yan Poyue wanted to prove himself emotionally, why he couldn't participate in the selection because he was the first in every subject! What's more, the cheetah is the target of his army. Chen Mintao handed him a document. It is a way to go to the selection, and it is a better way to be a correspondent for the head of the regiment. When Yan Poyue saw the transfer order, he felt grievance and anger for a while, and he begged Chen Mintao to change someone. Chen Mintao sighed silently, considering Yan Poyue's current physical condition, this was already the best situation the regiment fought for him. Soldiers in the same situation as him have been discharged early, at least Yan Poyue can stay in. force.
Yan Poyue locked himself in the bathroom and couldn't come out. The crowd crowded outside and jumped up and down anxiously, which also alarmed Li Xiang. Li Xiang asked everyone to go back and he was the only one left, so Yan Poyue was willing to speak up. Yan Poyue was already in tears, like an injured little leopard complaining about unfairness across the door. Yan Poyue couldn't figure it out, and Li Xiang said that when the veterans called him the perverted king, he couldn't figure it out, but later he figured it out, only he could bring out a bunch of good soldiers. This door could not stop Li Xiang at all, but today Yan Poyue regarded this door as a dignity, and he would not open it either. In front of the boundary monument, Li Xiang asked Yan Poyue to protect the frontier of the motherland, and don't lie down, but Yan Poyue seemed to have no chance. But Li Xiang knew that he remembered it, and he could remember it for a lifetime. Yan Poyue was finally willing to open the door, and when Li Xiang said that he was going to leave, the tears he finally stopped flowing again. Li Xiang comforted him with his arms. There is still a long way to go in the future, and he has to get used to it when he leaves this battlefield and goes to the next one. The Secret Service Company is the gun, Yan Poyue is the bullet, he wants to keep flying towards the target and hit ten rings! Yan Poyue nodded fiercely, and went to the office of Captain Liu the next day. The road he had traveled countless times became a line connecting it and the Secret Service Company.
After Yan Poyue left, Xiao Yunjie was in a bad mood. Zhou Zijian still didn't let them go, chewing his tongue in front of Xiao Yunjie. Zhang Tianyang stopped it in time, and called Xiao Yunjie to press his leg. Li Xiang quietly replaced him, and Zhang Tianyang's injury was only a few days after he worked hard for the selection, which was really worrying. Zhang Tianyang's family is from the countryside, and he will be discharged from the army next year. If he doesn't fight this time, he will have no chance. Li Xiang asked Xiao Yunjie to take Zhang Tianyang to the health team to bake a lamp, and asked if Yan Poyue was in contact, the two of them also looked lonely. When Ai Qianxue met Yan Poyue at the regiment headquarters, he hurried away before he said a few words. When they met Fan Jin during dinner, Yan Poyue didn't want to say more, and ran away. Many people envied Yan Poyue, but he was not happy because he was nothing after leaving the battle.
Head Liu asked Yan Poyue how he felt here, and Yan Poyue answered truthfully, which was particularly bad. Commander Liu chose only the best soldiers as correspondents, and he would become a cadre in the future, but Yan Poyue didn't care about that. Head Liu gave him another choice, recommending him to go to the division headquarters, but he had only one goal, to participate in the trials to become a special forces member. Through the selection, they will undergo brutal training, face the highest elimination rate and disability rate, and face the test of life and death. Once sacrificed, no one except the troops knows his name, and no one knows what he did. If you are not mentally prepared to advance or die, then don't make this decision. The army needs the best soldiers, not killing machines! Ai Qianxue worried a lot about Yan Poyue's affairs. Head Liu gave him a half-day leave and asked Ai Qianxue to take him to the psychiatric department of the hospital. Ai Qianxue gave him a vaccination in advance, but Yan Poyue was still panicked when he saw some old people hurried out after seeing the sound of cannons on the TV. These veterans bought us victories, but lost themselves forever. PTSD is a very common disease. Many soldiers have such a situation. If he admits it, it does not mean that he is weak, but Yan Poyue still refuses to admit it. He uses a very high voice to protect himself. The veteran Qin Ge ran out. He was old, but he still stayed in the original war. Yan Poyue was ordered to switch defenses with him. Seeing that Qin Ge was ordered to run and return to the team, Yan Poyue seemed to understand something. Only when you see through others can you recognize yourself, and when you see yourself clearly, you can come out. Yan Poyue shed tears, just hoping to come and see them at any time. Yan Poyue took everyone to train and made Mapo tofu for everyone. Through contact with seniors, Yan Poyue gradually became peaceful, and he also understood the cruelty of war and the hard-won peace. But peace depends on them to guard, Yan Poyue firmed his inner thoughts even more.
Xiao Yunjie ran with Yan Poyue sweating profusely. When asked about the situation, the regiment commander and correspondent was a seed of military training. Yan Poyue still felt bad, as if he had been discharged from the army. He still insists on training. If it fails this time, it will be the next time. The next time it will not work, it will be the next time. He will practice until the day he participates in the selection. Xiao Yunjie asked him if he had come out, Yan Poyue nodded, Xiao Yunjie asked him to come back tomorrow morning to prove to everyone that Yan Poyue is back! The next day Yan Poyue appeared at the training ground. Li Xiang was actually very worried. Yan Poyue whispered that he wanted to prove that he was okay. Li Xiang's eyes were gradually relieved, but everyone was reluctant to practice with Yan Poyue, so Xiao Yunjie stood up again. Seeing that Yan Poyue did not kill Xiao Yunjie, Li Xiang could not help but take the lead in applauding.
The morning after tomorrow, Li Xiang will leave the group that he has been with for more than ten years. The regiment was also one of the first reform units, and Head Liu said that he is doing well now. Everyone has to switch defenses, and the relatives who have just settled down will also leave. Hearing this, Li Xiang felt a lot of sadness in his heart. Li Xiang is here for Yan Poyue's affairs, and Head Liu also wants to hear his opinion.